When I wonder if I have made the right choice by staying at home to raise my child. Leaving most of the financial responsibility on my husband. Is it fair to my husband? Before Miles, we were both about equally responsible! I am getting a little nervous about going back to work. I have put in resumes and cover letters everywhere but the restrooms in Wendy's! I have not had any responses, if that weren't enough I still have to figure out Day Care! Oh my stars! It is crazy! My ideal job would be to work in Day Care so that Miles' tuition would be discounted. I have to be even more selective, I'm not going to put him any old place just because I work there, ya know! I know tha I sound very whiney and BOY is that a pet peeve. I guess I know tha i have made the right choice for Miles' sake, because I just look at his face and I know that I have. I haven't missed or had to hear that my child has developed a new skill from someone else. By no means am I knocking other families who chose a different path, I think any decision is and can be difficult!
For nine months I have watched Miles grow and develop into a "Curious George"! In this middle picture he has figured out how to undo his velcro on his sneakers ... and as with all things put them in his mouth. I know that I am rambling, but my mind is all jumbled up and this the way its coming out folks! Well that's it!
When I wonder if I have made the right choice by staying at home to raise my child. Leaving most of the financial responsibility on my husband. Is it fair to my husband? Before Miles, we were both about equally responsible! I am getting a little nervous about going back to work. I have put in resumes and cover letters everywhere but the restrooms in Wendy's! I have not had any responses, if that weren't enough I still have to figure out Day Care! Oh my stars! It is crazy! My ideal job would be to work in Day Care so that Miles' tuition would be discounted. I have to be even more selective, I'm not going to put him any old place just because I work there, ya know! I know tha I sound very whiney and BOY is that a pet peeve. I guess I know tha i have made the right choice for Miles' sake, because I just look at his face and I know that I have. I haven't missed or had to hear that my child has developed a new skill from someone else. By no means am I knocking other families who chose a different path, I think any decision is and can be difficult!
For nine months I have watched Miles grow and develop into a "Curious George"! In this middle picture he has figured out how to undo his velcro on his sneakers ... and as with all things put them in his mouth. I know that I am rambling, but my mind is all jumbled up and this the way its coming out folks! Well that's it! 
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Sweetie...you can tell by just looking at him that being with you is what he needs...Don't worry...you'll find a job when it's time for you to.
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