Friday, June 16, 2006

June Cleaver I am not!

It has been a while since I blogged and I must admit that I wasn't sure that I really wanted to. I am starting to feel theless than positive effects of being a stay-at-home-mom. Please do not get it twisted, I absolutely love watching my child grow up and shine. I just feel a bit BLAH!

Alert!! Maybe it's because I'm going thru the girl thang, but I feel like I'm caught in a whirlpool and not in a good way. The world is just spinning around without me and no one seems to give a damn! Ooops! pardon me but, that's where I am right now! I'm torn because if I was offered some relief so I could go spinning around with the rest of the world I'd probablly be hesitant and decline. Being a first time Mommy is bittersweet, ya know! I'll talk all BIG and act like I'd turn him over to to the "Grands" but when confronted with it I punk out! If I'm doing anything it is usually with my baby on my hip which as you know can get a bit cumbersome!

I think that I have to learn to ask for help because, no one is going to know you need it unless you open your friggin' mouth! There's so many things that need to be done in a day and and it simply can't be done. By the way who dubbed me "The Laundry Lady"?

Oh yeah! what about the house constantly being in a constant state of chaos? Nothing gets put back where it belongs and I'm constantly picking up onesies, socks and bibs and the like. No sooner than I pick it up its right back! I can totally sympathize with the Fabreeze lady on t.v. .

Anybody else have the bottle washing and sterilizing woes? I beleive that I have developed Tourettes Syndrome giving me a tick that forces me to keep saying Shit, shit, shit! To be honest there have been times where there have been a few bottles that haven't made the sterilizer cut. I mean is it really gonna damage Miles? If so let me know and promise that you won't report me!

Arrgggghhhhhh! Diapers! Smelly, poopie, pee-pee! Don't get me started, Enuf said.

Tune in for more .........

1 comment:

Janet a.k.a. "Wonder Mom" said...

Hi. I was just browsing through some mommy blogs and caught up to yours...I feel the same way sometimes. Just wanted you to know that I'm out here too...I'm feeling you sister. I just started blogging and I feel like I'm the only one out there sometimes. Your site is wonderful....